Phie-Phie

1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with or had sex with? Kellen Thomas is a motherfucker Robson

2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? light pink, dark pink, orange, leopard print,boy cut and veeerrry cute!

3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? Tatu "not gunna get us" over and over again!

4. What Would Your Last Meal be before getting executed? pizza, a sub, chocolate cake, chocolate milk....

5. Beatles or Stones? uh? The Beatles

6. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be? That is a terrible question... I wish death on no one ... well at this point, but if someone hurt someone close to me I'd fucking fuck them up!

7. The person whose problems you would never want to hear again? I know, You know, I think we all know but wont say who.

8. What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the preferred sex? He has to be so cute that I get nervous... tee hee

9. Do you secretly hate some of your myspacers/livejournals but are too nice to reject them? No, but I do go through from time to time a delete people..mUhahahha

10. If you could have any super power what would it be? Being God

11. Favorite hangover cure? sleep, vomit, water, sleep

12. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? Enough to clean out my wallet

13. Favorite song lyric? get up get up and shake that body

14. Hair color you most like someone you're dating to have? I like em dark, they can dye it if they want but it has to be dark to start with.. roots are sexy!

15. If you had to be blind or deaf? Pissed

16. Do you have any psychiatric problems? does gluing googly eyes all over everything all night long mean anything?

17. Siblings that should go to rehab? No

18. Least favorite month? November?

19. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid? IT

20. Favorite person in the whole world? My parents

21. When's the last time you went on a date? Long as time, but suppose to sunday

22. Do you like violent movies or dirty movies? Very dirty violent movies

23. Fall or spring? Fall

24. Person you most wish you hadn't made out with? eww don't remind me!

25. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? A very hot and sexy woman

26. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? the beach

27.Who is the person you can count on most? My parents

28. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age are not factors? I love Ashton!

29. What books have you pretended you've read? I've never done that...

30. What's a word you would use to describe your life? glamorously fucked up

31. Favorite drinking game? It's really cute... See person hands me drink.. I say YAY and don't have to pay...

32. What did you dream last night? Lots of weird stuff

Yeah so a lot has happened..... Yesterday my parents left for mexico.... saturday hanna leaves....makes me molto angry!!!!! Tuesday was colombia independence day and I got coffee with felipe. After standing me up like 38787 times I realized that Eric is a sweet boy with a lot of problems...(don't ever do drugs!)..... Meeting up with this boy johnpaul...we'll see how that goes... bought some cute vintage white shoes yesterday.... sooo cute!!! oh yeah quit my job at bang bang..fuck that! working at vitality now but only a little bit.... and doing laundry right now...fuck life

( ) I Never Have Been Drunk
( ) I Never Have Smoked Pot
( ) I Never Have Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
(X) I Never Have Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) I Never Crashed A Friend's Car
(X) I Never Have Been To Japan
( ) I Never Rode In A Taxi
(X) I Never Had Anal Sex or given
( ) I Never Have Been In Love
( ) I Never Have Had Sex In Public
( ) I Never Have Been Dumped
(X ) I Never Done Cocaine
(X) I Never Shoplifted
( ) I Never Have Been Fired
( ) I Never Been In A Fist Fight
(X) I Never Had Group Intercourse
( ) I Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House
( ) I Never Have Been Tied Up
(X) I Never Have Been Caught Masturbating
( ) I Never Pissed On Myself
(X) I Never Had Sex With A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) I Never Been Arrested
( ) I Never Made Out With A Stranger
(X) I Never Stole Something From My Job
(X) I Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square
(X) I Never Went On A Blind Date
( ) I Never Lied To A Friend
( ) I Never Had A Crush On A Teacher
(X) I Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
( ) I Never Been To Europe
( ) I Never Skipped School
(X) I Never Slept With A Co-Worker
( ) I Never Cut Myself On Purpose
(X) I Never Had Sex At The Office
(X) I Never Have Been Married
(X) I Never Have Been Divorced
(X) I Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week
( ) I Never Have Posed Nude
(X) I Never Got Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them
(X) I Never Have Killed Anyone
(X) I Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner
(X) I Have Never Thrown Up In A Bar
( ) I Have Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire
( ) I Have Never Eaten Sushi
( ) I Have Never Been Snowboarding
( ) I Have Never Had Sex At A Friend's House While They Were Throwing A Party
(X) I Have Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room
( ) I Have Never Flashed Anyone
(X) I Have Never Hooked Up with a Friend's Sibling
(X) I Have Never Purchased Pornography

I'm a little sickish. My throat feels like poopy cock, and like i haven't been sleeping...which blows. Like last night I went to bed at 3 and never slept then at 8:30ish I went out to rite-aid and got a few things for the apt that we needed. Around 9:30ish I fell asleep and got up at 4. Like this annoys me. I would like normal sleep. Right now it's 4:45am and I'm awake. Tried sleeping at 2:30 and it didn't work. My parents are coming tomorrow and leaving friday. I wonder how well my new nocturnal lifestyle will mesh with them being normal.

I wanna shrivel up and crumble away. I'm never good enough for shit. And I'm not just talking about motherfucking boys. That was established long ago. I'm talking about life! I have the horrible feeling that I will fail in fashion and struggle for most of my adult life. While of course being totally alone. I have much hate right now and am really depressed, but smoke too much to be able to cry. Have you ever noticed the power of a cigarette? Well they hold back tears. That is why people smoke. Well atleast why I do.I wouldn't do it if I was happy, but I'm not so I need it to keep me from feeling like shit and crying like a damn sissy. Seriously I need a break. One fucking break! Nothing is perfect or feels right, everything is a fucking stress. There is nothing I don't worry about. There is a lot of shit going on right now that no one really knows about,and shit that has happened in my life that I will take to the grave. So if you read this and go "yeah right" then eat my fucking ass! I'm going to go hold this shit inside and hope it goes away. It probably wont, because that is life and it's really no fun at all. Is this entertaining for you?

Grrrr very angry!!!!!!! Today=fucking shit! sooooooo angry!!! Like I wanna put on a badass jumpsuit and some stiletto boots and kick some ass! (while being dead sexy of course!) Fuck shit up! Kill! DIE! ANGRY! FUCK OFF!



looking for love... from heaven above!!! send me an angelllllllll!!!! fucking song has been in my head for days!

PUNCH, KICK, UPPERCUT!

XOXO

Today I was woken up by Felipe calling me about working at benny's burritos.. It was a possibility but IDK if I would be able to get the mexican smell out of my hair, plus I already got another job at a cafe on 7th st. at 2nd, (which is right by Baby Coco!) I went to Ferre and this new intern like almost lost it and was about to freak out??? why? can't handle that place... It's like making copies??? so easy!!! Anyway so I was walking home from the train and someone ran up behind me and grabbed my purse and I WAS LIKE SHIT NO!! But it was only little Felipe playing tricks on me. That it the beauty and curse about living in the village.. You always run into someone you know...I went home and ate soup and bread with my lover Mar-c and then we went off to CBGB... Why you ask? For a stellar tuesday show!!! ahahah yesss that it right... So why after all this time you ask? Well NYC is a small town and everyone pretty much knows everyone and I had found out from hanna who found out from Al who was told by Eric's now ex-girlfriend who we think Al may be mackin with that they broke up!!! anyway so Eric wants to get together... muuuahahahah I also noticed why saying hello that he has very soft skin...Like baby peaches!!!

It's been over a month since I last updated this thing. Been really busy and all. Downtown life is great fun. Met like 23872189 new people last week and partied like animals. I think hanna and I are go-going this friday, not sure what's going on saturday. Our new friend tom is having a party, but it's allll the way in the bronx and I'm not made for that shit. I kinda want to go to misshapes, so IDK. As for sunday bamn it's gunna be crazy... gotta go see Jess's band's show and then off to mofo! weee I need jobs.....

So how crazy can life be? So much work that must be done. At least the apartment search is done. Yeah I rock! fuckin bad ass My parents are moving to mexico. They're insane and everyday the my mafia theory just builds and builds. Who just decides to sell their business, home, and everything else and move to mexico? hmmm who? Unless you've got something to hide. one day I'll know...Oh yes one day! I need to find a job...must have money!

Lets see what life has dished out....... Well Mar-c and I are apt hunting.. Saw a place that's a maybe today... Everyone needs to come party with us once we find a place.. Went to mofo last night and it was such a good time. Like always! Except for the whole hanging out with diego thing again. Idk like he seems sweet as all hell when I'm with him, but then he'll do something real sketchy. so I just don't know. But I figure it's alright since what happens at mofo stays at mofo so it doesn't really count. Plus I really just don't give a shit about it enough to get hurt by it. Ran into eric a few times this week in the village..hhmmmm not much to really say about that, but I hadn't seen him in awhile. I think I'll stay in tonight. Very tired!